Do i miss you or am i lonely
Carly Butler
GENRE Day 17 woke up made myself another cup of coffee
Stand in the mirror did I always look this tired man I've forgotten
Another year older and I almost missed it
I'm barely existing
So where does the time go
I think I'm alone
Stare out my window
Your stare’s still ice cold
Maybe I'm too good at being alone
Maybe i'm better when I feel low
Pick up my phone everyday and
Things are mundane and things haven't changed
Barely healed from a heartbreak
Wish a new one would take that away
Guess it’s better that I feel pain
Just wish I wasn’t comfortable feeling this way
So where does the time go
I think I’m alone
Stare out my window
Your stare’s still ice cold
Begged for me back then I fucked your best friend
And I don’t regret it so no I won’t
Say sorry that’s gold
Just mirrored your energy
Don’t act like I’m the one who lost my soul
But I don’t hate you
Just sitting on my chest like a brick how could I not say that shit
I know we fucked up we’ll never get past it
Just want what’s best for you know that I meant it
Day 18 woke up made myself another cup of coffee
Stand in the mirror did I always look this tired man I’ve forgotten
All of this is bringing up feelings that I never dealt with
‘Cause I never felt them
So where does the time go
I think I’m alone no
Stare out my window
Chapter has been closed
Stand in the mirror did I always look this tired man I've forgotten
Another year older and I almost missed it
I'm barely existing
So where does the time go
I think I'm alone
Stare out my window
Your stare’s still ice cold
Maybe I'm too good at being alone
Maybe i'm better when I feel low
Pick up my phone everyday and
Things are mundane and things haven't changed
Barely healed from a heartbreak
Wish a new one would take that away
Guess it’s better that I feel pain
Just wish I wasn’t comfortable feeling this way
So where does the time go
I think I’m alone
Stare out my window
Your stare’s still ice cold
Begged for me back then I fucked your best friend
And I don’t regret it so no I won’t
Say sorry that’s gold
Just mirrored your energy
Don’t act like I’m the one who lost my soul
But I don’t hate you
Just sitting on my chest like a brick how could I not say that shit
I know we fucked up we’ll never get past it
Just want what’s best for you know that I meant it
Day 18 woke up made myself another cup of coffee
Stand in the mirror did I always look this tired man I’ve forgotten
All of this is bringing up feelings that I never dealt with
‘Cause I never felt them
So where does the time go
I think I’m alone no
Stare out my window
Chapter has been closed
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